WOW ..
So, I'm in the new place. Still not unpacked. My son is trying to find his toys in boxes and crates.
I'm half tempted to not even bother to finish unpacking. I NEED OUT.
I got pushed into this shoe box of an apartment because my old landlord needed the apartment I was in for his daughter who's husband left HER and her kid. Too much of a familiar story.
I'm starting to look, but there are so many things to think about.... my son is supposed to start kindergarten this fall. If I move to Nassau county, he may not fall in the age bracket to be able to start.
But, that's a small part of my problems.
The money to move is one....
Money seems to be a HUGE issue for almost everyone I know. Sometimes, it makes me feel better to see my friends, with two incomes, have financial problems as well. Obviously the problems are not the same type of problems, but they are problems....
Is that petty of me? I don't think so....
The financial cycle is one that I wish I cold stop, but it's moving way too fast.
You have no money, so you borrow money or get credit. Eventually you cant pay that back, so you borrow more. You expect to get money from a source (in my case - child support), but the dead beat loses his job and you get nothing, and you borrow more....
You get my point....
I try to find legitimate jobs to do online at home at night. KEY WORD - LEGITIMATE.
Maybe its just me, but I don't see why I should pay anyone in advance for a "kit" when I am just going to be making them money down the road. I'm also supposed to believe that this is a GREAT OFFER.
Really????
Started an Avon business... between the move and my son, I had to slow down temporarily. I can pick it back up but for now....
I have already shut out most of my friends while I have been embarrassed and in a hole of shame.
Well, on that very pathetic note... Ive rambled enough for today.....I'm going to be back tomorrow... I promise...
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